I am crazy!

Seriously ya'll, I have 3 weeks to go and I am feeling so unstable. I am not reacting to things like a normal person should, I am teetering between complete joy at having a daughter and completely flying off the handle. I weigh 190 pounds....more than my partner....and I have kankles.

I cannot concentrate on school, I am wanting to spend money where I don't have it, Noah buzzes around my knees threatening to trip me at every step and I can't sleep.

I have been having irrational fears regarding the health of the baby, and I am finding my mind racing so much. There is still stuff to do in the baby's room not to mention crap in there still needs to be moved out. I am seriously scared to death and I have done this whole birthing thing many times before!

I really would like to see Dylon...man I sure miss that kid, he is so special. I feel so many things right now and most of them are completely bogus. Pregnancy hormones....simmer down! Please!!!!!