Blogging about the intellect...

So tomorrow is the very last test in my Cal 3 class. I decided to take this class in the summer session because of the professor that teaches it. I was very apprehensive about taking it because well for starters..it is freaking hard!!

I will not go into the meat of the class but I will say that for the last 5 weeks, Monday through Thursday, I have sat in class from 12:30 to 3:15 STRAIGHT, and taken notes. This class is mostly for 1) Engineering majors 2) Math majors or 3) Computer Science majors and has material in it that just blows my mind. The cool thing is that i am only 3 classes away from a minor in Applied Mathematics and the sound of it just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I guess I am just so amazed at how far I have come...

I'm not surprised, I am amazed. Does that make sense?
I have done things that I never thought imagineable, and I NEVER, I mean NEVER, thought I would take a class like this one.
Anywho, I seriously am just grateful that I am still able to excel, and to learn and grow.
In all honesty though, being pregnant and having a toddler was probably not the most ideal time to take a class like Cal 3.
But its a little too late for all that..
....so once again I am humbled. I am grateful. I am overwhelmed, but I am blessed. I get teary eyed just thinking about the fact that I am doing it.., I am living life. Finally, a life worth living.